So many ways to tell you
you’re not good enough
but im
upside down
about your lipstick
and 25 cent sweatshirt.
i dont care about Rimbaud
the way you do
maybe that’s a reaction
to self servitude
and humility at the same time.
you and i
make a trope
standing on a tight rope

i read some tween shit recently
and it wasn’t the early air
that resurrected me
someday

you’ll look back
and stack all your
dollars in pain
i could have gained, you said, i
could have had her whole